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Wednesday, August 22, 2012

Satisfaction



" You have to be grateful "

Well, I checked my result for first Sem this morning, it was fine when I first saw it. But there's a 'B' for  Improvisation subject with the mark 68. Well, two damn marks lost. It was quite disappointing but , maybe I really didn't work very hard for it.
Again, I told myself, 'Have to be grateful'.

Something changed after I joined Famine 30 hours' performance with Ti-ratana kids and Hands. Although I didn't join the famine activity, but I got something different from the participants. Something behind the stage. Ti-ratana kids was the orphans, when I first met them, I was quite panic to talk to them while not to hurt them or something they might think offensive. But they were so nice to us, they smile and play like no worries. Something very impressive was their learning attitude is amazing. I met a lot of students, but they did responsible for the show and practice. Hard to describe but I found they were spacial.

After all, I felt embarrassed of myself. I always complained that I've no money to settle things, didn't have a father as I wish, have no good result. I always unsatisfied this and that.
But obviously, I'm better than many people else. Well at lease I got place to live and things to eat; a loving mum+bro and a bunch of friends.

Now, I'm telling you. (Please holing yourself into it)
"You have to be grateful "