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Getaway to Alang Rawa - Rawa Island Malaysia 2013

Let's start this post with a trailer/video of our trip to Rawa Island edited by JunChew! :D

 

Last week, I spent the semester break with my classmates (Vivian, Fahad, JunChew, Beh, Gary and Sean) in Rawa Island. Before we actually plan the trip, we were just randomly having a conversation to getaway which I don't think is gonna happen. But surprisingly we made it!

Rawa is a Sultan’s private island. Owned by the family of the Sultanate of Johor, Rawa is a 16 kilometers small island off the east coast of Peninsula Malaysia. I would say that's the perfect place to relax and bond with no crowd by the beach. But if you are looking for fancy facilities then I would suggest you to go other island. There's two resort you can chose to stay in Rawa Island. For high-end lodgings, check out Rawa Island Resort. Budget hunters should look up Alang's Rawa. We chose Alang's Rawa because it was much cheaper and the review of it was good.

The content of this post:

• Our journey to Rawa Island
• Review of the - Management
•                  - Room service
•                  - Food
• The activity to do in Rawa Island 
• Photos :D

-Journey to Rawa Island-

This is the our estimated schedule to leave our house and route to pick up everyone. But on the day of our trip we stop by at Seremban KFC to take our breakfast so we delayed our departure time.

Some of us said it was quite suffering to sit in a car for five hours. But some of them fall asleep maybe due to our early schedule. We parked our car in the Mersing jetty for RM30 (two nights). Too bad the resort officer said our boat will depart at 1pm but it delayed until 2pm because we need to wait for another couple to join our boat. So we had our lunch at a cafe right in front of Mersing jetty. When the couple arrived, we took another 30minutes speedboat ride to Rawa Island. I read a lot of review that saying we will get drench on the speedboat and suggest us to sit on the left side. But we all didn't get drench getting there, maybe the handler had improve his handling skills? Haha.

I'm so regret that I didn't tied up my hair that day, the wind is so strong and messed up my hair. So I must face the other way to avoid the hair hitting on my face. Friendly reminder: Please tied up your hair  :P
Throughout the ride, we could see different color of the sea. The water at Mersing jetty was more brownish and polluted, as we go further, the water is turning dark blue. And as we get nearer to Rawa Island, the water becoming more and more clean and clear!

This picture doesn't add any effect and it was took by my Iphone. As you can see the beach, the water is very clean and clear. The sand was super fine as it looks like the sand in the hourglass. It was hard to hold with your hands also.

-Review-

Honestly, I am not very satisfied with the management because I'm the one who deal and contact them for the booking inquiries. First, they do not accept phone booking and ask for phone inquiries. So I need to email them for more booking info and worst is that they reply very slow. Plus their website is outdated because the package and the booking price was different so it confuse us the price. From our research, the people spent around RM300-350 and we spent RM500+ for 3D2N. The package mention in their website says RM390+ for group room (min 6 pax). But after the dealer confirm my booking, she told me that there's no more group room and offer us another smaller room which the price was more expensive. We were quite upset so I send another email saying that we were students and couldn't afford to pay too much. Lastly, she offer us the smaller room but same price with the group room.

Sorry I forgot to take pictures of my room but the room number is B1 and B2 and here's the picture I got online.

That's exactly how our room looks like. Is clean and simple, but we would prefer the group room because is bigger and we don't need to be separated. At Rawa, everyone walks barefoot. No aircond or hot water, but rooms have fans. Water is saline water. Towels, toilet paper and soap are provided. Very good service by very friendly staff.

The package includes 2 breakfast, 2 lunch and 2 dinner. I would give 8 of out 10 marks for the food because the food is really nice. But it was too salty so we were wondering if they use seawater to cook everything. And also, it takes quite long to serve your meal. 

This is where we have our meals.

First dinner
Main course - Creamy prawn
Side dishes - Green Vege and wedges
The prawn was very fresh, but if you are a voracious person who eat a lot, please don't order the prawn because the portion is small. But is fine for me though. 

First breakfast
Main course- Scrambled egg with toast
Side dishes - Fruit and extra toast bread
Juice, coffee or tea.

Breakfast was simple but I must say their scrambled egg and butter is nice. I normally don't like milk product especially butter but I like their butter here :D 

First lunch
Main course - Tropicana Fish
Side dishes - Steam white rice and mixed vege

The best choice I made! The fish is super nice and special. It cooked with pineapple and watermalon, it was the best choice when the weather is very hot. Their steam rice is also simply delicious. Another thing I like the most is the Mixed vege. Is so nice until I order it again the next day.  

Second Dinner
Main course - ( Forgot what's the name)
Side dishes - bean sprouts, rosemary butter potatoes.

The sauce for the fish is really good. I would like to recommend you the rosemary butter  potatoes for all the potatoes lover. Again, I don't like potatoes but I'm quite in love with their way of cooking potatoes :P

Second Breakfast
Pancakes and the same side dishes.
I'm actually a pancake lover but I'm not very satisfied with their pancake because it has too much of baking powder.

Second lunch ( Our last meal ) :(
I chose Rawa Special Fish as my main course. Mixed vege and steam white rice again.
I have to say this is the best dishes in Rawa Island. Rawa Speacial Fish is fantastic and that's a most recommended dish I found on other review and also their staff recommend. 

-The things that you must do in Alang Rawa-
Well, I did mentioned just now that Rawa doesn't have fancy facilities, but these are the things you can do in Rawa Island.

1) Jump on the jetty or play the slides.

We went to the jetty and play the slides right after we settle down our luggage. Well, dear readers, if you want to play the higher slides, please make sure you can swim in deep sea. I'm going to tell you my silly experience on the first day. I'm quite good in every sports but not swimming, I can't swim in deep sea and I went to play the slides. Then I almost drown into the sea, I tried to call for help but my friend thought I'm just acting ( just so you know we are all acting students -.- ). Then suddenly Beh came down from the slides and hit my head. My whole body drowned deeply into the sea. For the few seconds I think I'm dying. So, for advise, please make sure you swim well before you play the slides. Another advise is don't jump during the low tide or else you might hurt your back. When the tide comes in, make sure the water reaches to about waist level and is perfect for that landing.

2) Climbing to the top of the hill.

There's a flight of stairs follow by some rocky path to the top of the hill with a full view of the island. We went up around 5.30pm because the workers said we can catch the sunset view on top of the hill. But too bad the day we went was too cloudy and we actually spent 2 hours up there chilling and taking pictures. The view is really nice and you can see the other side of island which is a wider ocean. We came down before it is too dark because we literally need to climb instead of just walking up and down. We stand on the mountain top and shout to hear our voice echo.

3) Snorkeling ( That's Gary and Fahad)

Another good thing about the package was included the activities fees. You don't need to pay extra for the equipment. All you need is to pay RM50 deposit for each equipment and is refundable. Well Alang's Rawa don't have much equipment as Rawa Island Resort but Rawa Island Resort charge for every activity.
This is the price for the activity with Rawa Islands Resort:
Snorkeling - Mask & Snorkel RM 5.00 per hour 
Snorkeling - Fin RM 5.00 per hour 
Kayak (Single) RM 22.00 per hour 
Kayak (Double) RM 28.00 per hour 
Hobie Cat RM 66.00 per hour 
Windsurfing RM 33.00 per hour 
Island hopping ( maximum 7 pax ) RM 300.00 per trip 
Fishing trip ( 3 to 4 person ) RM 300.00 per trip 
Fishing trip ( 5 to 10 person ) RM 500.00 per trip 
Pool table RM 3.00 per game 
Life Jacket RM 6.00 per day 
Diving equipment ( full set ) RM 85.00 per dive 
Tank refill RM 20.00 per tank

As I said if you are budget hunters then chose Alang's Rawa. We didn't paid extra money there except for the drinks. But there's this complain from my friends saying that the snorkeling equipment was not very good  because the equipment was old and they don't have enough smaller size for the fins. Only me and Vivian got the S size and all the guys were wearing L size and they felt uncomfortable with it. Other than that, the equipment was just a little bit yellowish and looks dirty.

4) Kayak

Alang's Rawa also doesn't charge extra for renting kayak, you just need to pay RM50 and get it back after you return the kayak. After the drowning experience on the first day, I'm afraid of going to the deeper sea, so I went snorkeling for while and I start handling a kayak. It was easy to paddle the kayak and easy to control. One thing about handle kayak is tiring because it exercise your arm. But for greater efficiency, use not only your arms, but your torso and shoulders as well. Is a very good workout I can say!

5) Cheer at the bar at night!

Well the resort that we went don't have a nice bar, so the first night we went to Rawa Island Resort for drinking. The guys ordered 3shots and a bucket of beer. We chill at the jetty and the wind is so cold that we feel relax. All the drinks we can get in this island is more expensive from KL, we understand because it came with a boat transfer everyday and there was quite a high cost for them.

6) Try their fresh plug coconut!
(Left : Fahad, 1st role from the left : JunChew, SeanLee, GaryEe. 2nd role : Beh, Me, Vivian )

Coconut water is refreshment and delicious especially during the hot weather. Their coconut water is fresh plug by their worker and is RM5 each. It might not cold but is really replenishes your body better than water after staying under the hot sun. It was amazing that the worker climb very fast up to the coconut tree. We actually tried to climb after it but it was hard for us. So the worker stay on top of the coconut tree for quite a while to chose the nice coconut and make sure there's water in it.

Meet Daisy! ( She like to be buried with sand)

Of course there's more activity you can do in the beach. For us, we brought our own Frisbee and Rugby to run on the beach and you can also play Frisbee with Daisy! She's very friendly and keep us accompany for the whole day since the day we arrived. We didn't bring any beach pail and shovel set so we can't build sand castle because we thought they will provide us. So if you are bringing kids along remember to bring beach pail and shovel set yourself.
Baby shark! The third day, me and Fahad woke up very early around 7am and we saw a baby shark swimming near the beach. I read some of the review said that we can manage to see baby shark in the morning if we are lucky. :P



Well I guess that's what I want to say. Let's end this post with some of the pictures that we took in Rawa Island !

Just me and Sean wanted to do some yoga pose with the sunset view.

The sun glasses gang!

The cute guys.

Playing cards while waiting for food.

On the way to Rawa!

Small crab found by Daisy

                               'Our memories of the ocean will linger on, long after our footprints in the sand are gone.'

Here's love

DPAs with Anne James

Finished a performance called 'The Playlist' last weekend. I really enjoyed this subject and the seven weeks with my classmates was very sweet. I know this is cheesy but I do miss them a lot these few days since the beginning of semester break. I don't really miss anyone on the previous semester break. Maybe something has changed (yeah it does). I used to keep distance with some of the classmates, but during this seven weeks, I try to look things with different perspective and I found love here. 

Well, there's love everywhere. 

Often when I loved, I did not say so. But when I do, I really love. hmm..gonna have a road trip with the gang soon. Looking forward with it and hope everything goes well. I'm sure I will miss my mum a lot during the trip, hope she's fine too.

Just my cat sleeping beside me
when I'm typing this post :)

Goodnight with love here.

2013, the first entry

Well, that's me recently. Sorry about lack of updates, is not that nothing happens this few months, yet a lot. Something personal, lifestyle, social relationship, work, etc.......

I'm not going to write everything that I've been through this few months because I'm looking forward. wink ;D !!

I kinda like how's my life now because it is much more productive and I do chill with the peoples like what teenager should be. (sounds weird) But ha! Since I was quite regret about me didn't achieve any crazy thing and had a no-so-productive 2012, I need more improvement as in everything this year. Let's look at some of the pictures taken this past few weeks. If you followed me at Instagram, you probably saw the pictures before and I do often update pictures there :)

Genting day trip with le DPA, Challenge accepted!

Croissant Scrambled egg with bacon at Antipodean Bangsar with the sweeties :) 

Chocolate heaven!! at Dip n dip Bangsar with the sweeties below :*

Gonna plan more vacation because a semester break is going to come! At the same time,final project is around us. We are currently preparing our performance to show to the public. I think I'm doing quite good in this subject since I like theater performance. Do something you like is always fun! Please come and support our performance on the 8th-10th March @Sunway University Roof Top Theater. Poster will up soon :)

So I guess this is the end of today's post. Oh ya, I'm new with #Nuffnang today! Have fun!

-Positive thinking will let you do better than negative thinking will

Satisfaction

" You have to be grateful "

Well, I checked my result for first Sem this morning, it was fine when I first saw it. But there's a 'B' for  Improvisation subject with the mark 68. Well, two damn marks lost. It was quite disappointing but , maybe I really didn't work very hard for it.
Again, I told myself, 'Have to be grateful'.

Something changed after I joined Famine 30 hours' performance with Ti-ratana kids and Hands. Although I didn't join the famine activity, but I got something different from the participants. Something behind the stage. Ti-ratana kids was the orphans, when I first met them, I was quite panic to talk to them while not to hurt them or something they might think offensive. But they were so nice to us, they smile and play like no worries. Something very impressive was their learning attitude is amazing. I met a lot of students, but they did responsible for the show and practice. Hard to describe but I found they were spacial.

After all, I felt embarrassed of myself. I always complained that I've no money to settle things, didn't have a father as I wish, have no good result. I always unsatisfied this and that.
But obviously, I'm better than many people else. Well at lease I got place to live and things to eat; a loving mum+bro and a bunch of friends.

Now, I'm telling you. (Please holing yourself into it)
"You have to be grateful "

I'm lost

KAREN HII!! concentrate what you suppose to do!!

-

I don't know what I want. But I'd always like to compare to the pass.

:)

One of my uni friend asked me, 'Do you miss your old friend?'

'Yes, I do.'

后记

已经两个星期没有整天呆在家了，今天睡觉醒来到现在依然呆在房间的感觉好不习惯。这两个星期多数是早出晚归，才刚结束鼓宴就去尊孔公演当工作人员。

我很喜欢尊孔的学生，也很喜欢一起工作的郑悠和伟爵。从彩排到演出结束，我很享受每一刻。当然先要排除把键盘挂上去的那个时候，哈。第一次见面的时候，我不喜欢尊孔的学生，觉得他们没有礼貌，没有纪律，但是换个角度想我觉得他们很真。怎么说，他们很不做作。尤其是与他们教练的一番对话之后，我有吓到，原来他是那么地生气，然后让我想更多。不过也对，因为我把我学校和尊孔做比较，我也觉得没有面子。尊孔的学生一直让我哭笑不得，因为他们把所有东西想得太简单，结果到最后才紧张。有很感动，当我们已经很疲倦的时候，有个学生 请我们喝 茨场街出名的罗汉果。当我们觉得他们没有几个人紧张演出的时候，有个小弟弟认真地问我们其他学校办公演的时候是不是也是这样临时抱佛脚。当我们工作的时候，一直有个小孩来烦我们，还骗我们百二块。

环境是会影响正在学习的人，尊孔的人大部分说话都很直接，就像人来人往的茨场街。我也想起循人校长，跟他说话，看都不看你一眼。所以循人的学生在外的评语有时候也不见得有多好。说真的，没有读高三，我觉得我是提早看清楚很多东西。即使很多人说高三很快活，但同时也有人在说高三很无趣。如果我读高三，我就不会帮尊孔做舞监，就不会知道别人是怎样看我们的。当然，不是要把循人说到这样，但是有人开口了，难道你不承认吗?

说话真的重要，循人的人在你面前说话很重听，可能会觉得很做作，但至少他们会看场面。尊孔的学生说话真的有够直接的，如果我是他们的教练，我可能早就气死了。这几天我不知道为什么那么注重别人怎么说话，可能是有个让我超级反感的人，他一开口就没有一句好话。他不是那两所学校的人，他完全不会看场合说话。还有，我很讨厌他说话不经大脑，所以我简直就是在无视他。可能会觉得我小气，但是他不是一次两次了。这个人很骄傲，我实在不懂他凭什么去跟尊孔的学生说尊孔鼓队是个不被重视的鼓队。凭什么去唱说尊孔鼓队没有纪律。我反而觉得尊孔的强项远远超越你我两个，我都觉得惭愧，你还说他们不行。对不起，我本来就对你们学校的人没有好感，是你加强我对你的坏影响。

每一个鼓队都有要加强的地方，有它风格，有它的强项和弱点。最重要是他们如何从弱点找出优点，从优点找出缺陷。别人没有什么资格去批评太多，如果你没有去发掘他们的优点。

唱歌給我聽

我好想有人唱歌給我聽。

一首陪我的歌 。

生活有些顛倒，不管什麼時候，好像只有我一個人在徘徊。起床後，臉書上的人已經在忙碌，讀書的讀書，工作的人工作，唯獨我在自尋奇樂。連續幾天了，起床後也沒有一點做早餐的興致。所以即使是一片白麵包，也覺得滿足。終於三月了，但早上還是那麼平靜。唯下午變得精彩一些，昨天出席一項工作坊，講課的是馬來西亞國寶級人物Encik Kamrul Hussin, 來自Beringin Sakti Percussion. 他說，音樂是自由的。我無法形容他們對音樂的那種熱情，我們來自不同地方，不同種族，但是一起唱 Wau Bulan 的時候大家卻好像是相識已久，默契十足的好朋友。我很享受昨天晚上的課。

今天鼓宴2演出第一天, 表演者加油, 前台工作人員加油, 票房加油, merchandise 加油

現在梳洗一番，準備為今晚演出工作去 :)

三月

三月，快到了。
第一个星期，要参与鼓宴2
第二个星期，要负责尊孔鼓队公演，出席彩排
第三个星期，SPM成绩出炉，要办大学手续
第四个星期，开学

其他人，祝你们考试顺利
我去忙了 :)

給你

昨天去聽林懷民老師的講座，感觸很多。但是如果你問我得到什麼感觸時，我也不知道該怎麼回答。我很喜歡老師夠果斷，他也很風趣。我很佩服雲門舞集的經營方式，很強大。

講座之後，我反映到星期六與初中同學的聚會那天的話題。有三個現在還留在循人，念高三；有三個不在了，包括我。
在高三的說，有人壓力很大，每天很忙，都哭了。我的想法是，他媽的你現在才幾歲!身為一個團隊領導人是必須要負責任。但是總是要留些空間給自己，你先不要說我沒有讀高三不知道那是什麼狀況，因為當局者迷，旁觀者清。走出來過後，看回裡面的東西覺得簡直就不是十七八歲該有的煩惱。壓力始終是自己給自己的，還有，付出和結果不一定會成正比。
樂觀點吧，十八歲的人。

我會這麼說，想必是最近開心了。
船到橋頭自然直。我抱著這樣的心態，心情放鬆很多。



:)

the way diferrent.

Maybe I'm the one who separate the line between us . I don't know why am I so indignation when I saw u post what on facebook!
Well , is just a couple minutes ago then I started to type this article .
Sometimes , I prefer the random way of hanging-out . Just like with the drummates , we din't plan nicely what we want to do , what we want to eat or how we go and back . We din't plan for a week or a month ago and yet just calling each up in the morning or day before . BUT! we still having fun! We have lotssa thing , gossip to talk to play or to do .

I'm totally agree with jieen !
we are same , same age , same school .
But the way is totally diferrent! I'm not saying that going back late is good . But sometimes , because you guys are rushing for time , it makes me like hang out for no point .

 Don't holing yourself into the person i said above .



yeayyyyyy!!!!tomorrow afternoon gonna hang out with dear khor zhi xin and natalie !
And night with babe jieen , leen , ashley and moooong!!!!!!!

rock tomorrow!!!

生日快樂

18歲生日快樂!

禮物

昨天在家大掃除，整理了很多東西，而花最多時間的是我的衣櫥。
過程中，我翻回一些2011年收到的生日禮物，發現原來一年前大家寫給我的生日賀語和現在的情況有些不一樣。有人寫到，我們要一起考車，一起考手集團。但是一年後，我還是沒有考車，也一個人當上了手集團實習生。還有，有人希望能一起完成高中學業，但我一個人離開了循人中學。
說到生日禮物，大家以前都會送上一些精品或是擺設的小玩意。我不知道該怎麼處置它們，畢竟我覺得擺在桌子上會生灰塵，所以這些禮物全部收藏在衣櫥的最下格。若不是整理衣櫥，可能已經把它們忘了。我將它們重新抹乾淨後，一樣是放回原來的位置。
今年有人問我今年想要什麼禮物，我答不出。我不知道自己特別喜歡什麼??我只知道我愛美。
哈
以前我不承認自己愛美，現在想想女生愛美也不是什麼稀奇的事，所以說出來也沒關係。
但說實在的，我也不清楚自己愛美什麼，因為平時不怎麼會打扮。襯衫短褲出街也行。平時運動也只穿循中運動褲，才沒有那些nike,puma 或是adidas 套裝。


現在還沒有打算怎麼過生日，朋友們都在上課
我去哪裡好呢?

快快2月，要跟家人去旅行!!!!=)

想法

不知道曾幾何時，我想法變得越來越消極。可能我越想做個快樂的人，我越悲傷。
再一次，我不知道我的憂傷從哪裡來。
可能感嘆時間過得太快吧。

今天2012年1月1號，
我試著回想所有的一切，可是發現腦袋已經不知覺地抹去一些我應該要記得的記憶。
白痴許愷恩。
那麼快地決定未來的路，現在好像留下很多很多遺憾。當時，我意志堅定，覺得沒有什麼事情是解決不了的，然後說我要離開。原因是什麼其實我以為大家會知道。其實不是，沒有人知道。
離開，留下，離開，留下，離開，留下，離開，留下，離開……
我的決定一直反反复复地改變。但是最後，還是沒有人知道。
外面的世界好不好我不知道，所以不要以我想出去這個理由認定我的選擇。
“人與人之間的關係可以比一張紙還薄，時間久了  過了 淡了  就忘了..”
這是最後，解釋理由的文字。

我開始為自己整理很多東西，還有這個時候，我該獨自安排接下來的所有事情了。
什麼東西都離不開錢，還有勇氣。
是時候要很努力很努力地做事，畢竟我現在還沒有具備這兩樣東西。


有人在2012還沒到的時候，跟我整頓了不知道什麼關係。我欣慰。
今天也跟一個不錯的朋友見面喝茶聊天。我說，我不要太隨便，所以到最後有沒有遺憾也沒有關係。其他人快樂，我也快樂。

時間過得很快，18天後，我18歲。
是個很想一直維持的年齡，不敢期待生日那天會發生什麼事，但希望會快樂。




我不知道我現在想表達什
所以文章沒有排序，沒有重點。


其他人快樂，我也快樂
祝大家，新年快樂。

現在凌晨1點半，晚安

afraid.

昨天，我很有興致地去看一些朋友的部落格。多數是很久沒聯絡的朋友。

有些是手集團，沒有什麼特別關係的人。有些是好朋友的部落格，也有些是被遺忘的舊網頁。

發現我今年好像忽略了很多人，少了很多溝通。

讓我困擾的是，我才發現我少了很多依賴。

昨天臨晨兩點鐘，我睡不著。

滿腦子想的是錢的問題。

我不知道該不該厚著臉皮向人借錢，還是去借我一直不想要的貸款。

媽問我為什麼不要，其實我不想被約束。我不想還沒畢業就一身債。

當然，跟認識的人借欠的不只是錢，還有人情。

我不甘，因為看見自己的親哥哥有老爸還大學學費，還有媽媽的員工遇上一個說幫他付所有學費的陌生人。

媽媽說認命吧，因為老爸和乾媽都在這個時候離開了。

還有三個月就開學了，我在煩惱要怎麼交出第一學期的學費。

媽好像沒有很擔心我學費的問題，但她不知道我為這躲在房間哭了多少次。

我該怎麼辦

Lastly,...

昨天散场时，我总感到空虚落寞。顯然地，我不怎麼重要。
昨天早上，我挑了一件相對潔白，相對貼身的校服上最後一天的學校。當然這應該不是最後一天回去那地獄式的學校，只是沒有機會再穿校服了。所以，昨天我想讓自己看起來好看一些。我和家人早上去了一趟亨記，是一家老字號叉燒面鋪，吃了早餐過後就考試去。
那天異常的寧靜，才發現我樂觀地對待任何事，但對某些事情並不一定管用。早上，我做了萬全的準備，但對某些事根本白搭；後來，我掉下了傷心的眼淚，但對某些事情一樣沒輒。因为看不見有人站在對面月台微笑著揮手的電影畫面，或留下任何愛的線索。只有一片空寂，無限的哀戚。我不了解我的寂寞來自何方，但是我真的感到寂寞。我說服我自己，生命中，不斷的有人離開或進入。我是最普通的那個，所以沒有人有不捨的感覺。
此刻，我清楚了解，我已經不屬於這裡。是該換個環境，適應它。我有好多事情想做，但力不從心。大家可能不會再見，因為我害怕那個時候大家聊的話題我會聽不懂。我會害怕那個時候我會後悔。也害怕大家對彼此的感覺已不在。

欣慰的是，一個傻傻的好朋友給了我一個擁抱，現在想起來還是會想哭，

她是許芷欣。

還有一個和我一起出生入死的好朋友發了一封祝福我的短信，現在還很想跟她聚在一起，

她是邱麗玲。

走過的日子，不斷的累積。恐怕會漸漸地抓不住回憶尾巴。想讓文章來做回憶的記事本…現在，我要記下曾經的年少，曾經的快樂、悲傷，曾經的你和我..

我親愛的邱麗玲，出生入死的好搭檔
我親愛的梅敏儀，超級啪啵的小孩子
我親愛的陳劼恩，偶爾成熟的小妹妹
我親愛的陳榮森，不發脾氣的好隊長
我親愛的侯啟宇，吊人胃口的大男人
我親愛的林可韻，迷迷糊糊的大主席
我親愛的黃信衡，吊兒郎當的小弟弟
我親愛的劉俊儐，不負責任的壞男孩
我親愛的高立峰，懵懵懂懂的新隊長
我親愛的張承彥，超級韓國的傻女孩
我親愛的胡嘉敏，非常小隻的乖小孩
我親愛的李國蘭，麻煩牢騷的老女人

我那班的鄭文意，忽冷忽熱的好朋友
我那班的林慧婷，愛好一樣的好姐妹
我那班的楊俐璇，頂不順你的好小牛
我那班的王思雯，常常憂傷的好兄弟
我那班的譚詠浩，愛情不順的好姐妹
我那班的劉力華，暗戀三年的傻男生
我那班的許芷欣，天真可愛的好姐妹
我那班的胡政揚，嘴巴花花的花心漢
我那班的凌詠佩，一起跳舞的好搭檔
我那班的彭夕雯，單純可愛的大傻瓜
我那班的陳瑜雯，嬌小玲瓏的小院長
我那班的石季欣，冷酷無情的大女人

謝謝你們的耐心閱讀
虽然荒唐，不堪,但希望這篇文章不會是0留言。:)

写到这里，按下publish post 过后，我相信心情会大好一些。
句号。

special you'

benjamin

15岁,

跟我相处了15个月

常让我哭笑不得

我喜欢他的眼睛，因为他的眼睛最美了
他很坏，常把我咬得整身伤，但我还是很喜欢他 :)

他，是个非常可爱的小孩
跟他在一起，我很有安全感
他总是能够在我身边，听我说话
是个非常可靠的男孩

'亲爱的'成为我对他最亲密的昵称

但他从来不这么叫我

我是最近才发现，我真的很爱他

ben :)

4/11

Today , i woke up at 6.15am , as usual .
But when I notice it was having a heavy rain , the first thing I do is looking for my timetable.Well , today's class was boring. 2 period of Manderin , 2period of English , 1period of relief class.
I told mum don't go to school today.
Not like some of my friends' mum , my mum doesn't force my to go.
ha
So , I returned to bed.

I've been studying for 3hours. Now surfing internet for some university information.
I'm lucky to have so many people to help me.
My drumming coach and a well-known performing art teacher 孙春美老师 , My form teacher also
Everything is going well now.

And my final result also.
Since when I got in top10 in my class.
I think is junior 1 that time. So surprise that I'm in the ninth place with the average result 68.22.
I don't think I'm good. It was just luck.

Dinner alone again.
Thx god.
gotta continue study after meal.

8 days

Finally , left 8days in school. I've decided very clearly, I'm not gonna continue my senior study . I'm not gonna take UEC . Good bye.
I fled , actually.
It's amazing , really , how fast a senior 2 study is over . With the anticipation of living school , all the tension and excitement during my high school life, I kind of expect it to last for another few months instead of 8days. I won't plan to end it with a sad fair-well. Since everything going normal , and , normal. Don't make it through with a sad way. But I still kinda hope there could have a commemorative gathering before I step out the last step of Tsun Jin High School. Cruelly , I won't change my decision though you guys egged me to stay-back . Not mean I doesn't care at all , I really love you guys .

Good bye. Just love me for another 8days.