4/11

Today , i woke up at 6.15am , as usual .
But when I notice it was having a heavy rain , the first thing I do is looking for my timetable.Well , today's class was boring. 2 period of Manderin , 2period of English , 1period of relief class.
I told mum don't go to school today.
Not like some of my friends' mum , my mum doesn't force my to go.
ha
So , I returned to bed.

I've been studying for 3hours. Now surfing internet for some university information.
I'm lucky to have so many people to help me.
My drumming coach and a well-known performing art teacher 孙春美老师 , My form teacher also
Everything is going well now.

And my final result also.
Since when I got in top10 in my class.
I think is junior 1 that time. So surprise that I'm in the ninth place with the average result 68.22.
I don't think I'm good. It was just luck.

Dinner alone again.
Thx god.
gotta continue study after meal.

8 days

Finally , left 8days in school. I've decided very clearly, I'm not gonna continue my senior study . I'm not gonna take UEC . Good bye.
I fled , actually.
It's amazing , really , how fast a senior 2 study is over . With the anticipation of living school , all the tension and excitement during my high school life, I kind of expect it to last for another few months instead of 8days. I won't plan to end it with a sad fair-well. Since everything going normal , and , normal. Don't make it through with a sad way. But I still kinda hope there could have a commemorative gathering before I step out the last step of Tsun Jin High School. Cruelly , I won't change my decision though you guys egged me to stay-back . Not mean I doesn't care at all , I really love you guys .

Good bye. Just love me for another 8days.

mufffffiin!!

Today ,  I made muffin myself. Without anyone's help. =]

Erm.. this is some procedure pic-

sift the flour and cocoa powder

cook the chocolate and butter, well , it looks not nice.

bake it!!!! at 180 'c

thats its! xD

erm...the recipe is chocolate walnut muffin.

but what I've made is looks like mocha muffin.

I don't really like it.

ha.

Haven't study yet.

girls.

Woe to the bloody city!
It is all full of lies and predation.
Its prey departeth not!
U sure don't know who am I talking about
ha


should listen to my fren
wenyi , ahmooong , xin and others
stop drinking cold water!
today my life was miserable, can't do anything at all.
Can't even sleep also
My stomach was very pain, fuck that bloody period
Poor girls, every month few days like this.

this is it

this is it

I don't know what

sep2011

Today is the last day of  SEP. Lets flashback n see :

02/09/2011
Go eat room eighteen with family
bro brought an amazing coupon on MyDeal
6 dishes: shark fin,  dessert , fried rice , deer meat (mum n i dont eat><) , hongkong milk tea , veg, prawn.
only cost RM 39!!!!  and the normal price is RM103!!!

the same day, bro oso buy me a headphone!!
weird brother, he seldom buy me present
but he said is bcoz he saw this very cheap in the IT fair
sennheiser cx 280 : normal price: RM189 (the price i saw on9)
thn my bro buy ard RM50  @@

03/09/2011


Miriam yeong Ladies and Gentlemen concert in genting

with Zhixin, LF and Quan.

 sooo blur..

Mooncake Festival
This year was special.
Mum buy many mooncake
Thn she said suddenly want to eat @@

Benjamin Pan  (Ban ban)
His birthday oso on 12/09/2011
Same day wif mooncake fest

stupid cat go n play candle..

 Thn....burn his hands n gt candle on it

his new t-shirt!! xD

not much picture on SEP.  got alot at shinno thr.

share next time~

Finish trial exam,  coming up next is test. and final exam =[

Hope everythg going well xD

flash!!

Flash!!!
Times goes sooooooo fast.
Day after tomorrow,  I might start my journey alone.
For trial exam, for exam, and . . exam..
Hope all these stuff can gone fast but successfully.

Yesterday night, I nearly throw all my sejarah notes, text book and those exercise practice.  Damm mad and disappointed of myself.  I thought I study and review for soooo long might have a good result in the exercise.   But!  only correct less than 25/40 ,  some only 15+. lol. . .
Have to put more efford =]

Today go to 'cee chiong gai' with mum brought my favorite -

Durian Puff!!!!

LIKE!

Time's up. go study.

bless me.

maybe lost.

oh gosh.
I'm fucking afraid.
I thought I found a place to go.But I duno how.
Anyone guide me?

writing.

'Writing is a lonely profession, so thank you to all of the people who keep me company along the way.'

-Jonathan Tropper

Well, writing is always a good way to express oneself or communicate with people nicely.
I'm seriously against my revision this holiday, it doesn't seems like me though.
I've found my way to go, so well preparation is what I should do now.
Recently I'm writing my own notes and rereading it. Study was not that hard!
Just to avoid studying in front of the TV or computer, because in order to study properly you have to have a quiet and empty space.Meaning no noise that's distracting =]
A fortnight countdown to trial exam.
Don't give up please！

study.

“我不想.可是需要”
跟妈妈谈了很多次，结论都一样。
没有结果
坦白说，我是想离开的
对自己的年龄没有安全感
觉得自己很快就会老去
有人说现在学习是为了让自己增值
所以总觉得在这个学校
一直在原地踏步，学不到什么
读书，到底为了什么?


当然，会舍不得一些东西…
可是很意外，那不会是联课
进入这个阶段的好像不只是我
好像是个程序
一开始，你会很热爱
爱到吃饭睡觉都会想它
爱到上课都会想它
慢慢地，很反感
因为自己背上了责任大背包
也因为学到的东西不一样了
要求得太完美，辛苦的是自己
现在终于可以放手了


自私一点
我觉得还好
因为这个时候我该宠爱自己多一些了
不会看你们了
庆幸昨天是快乐的


接下来
我该为自己努力
该安排明年的事务了






希望一切顺利。

想回来这里写帖子

因为在这里看我日记的

应该是个不错的朋友 =]