2013, the first entry

Well, that's me recently. Sorry about lack of updates, is not that nothing happens this few months, yet a lot. Something personal, lifestyle, social relationship, work, etc.......

I'm not going to write everything that I've been through this few months because I'm looking forward. wink ;D !!

I kinda like how's my life now because it is much more productive and I do chill with the peoples like what teenager should be. (sounds weird) But ha! Since I was quite regret about me didn't achieve any crazy thing and had a no-so-productive 2012, I need more improvement as in everything this year. Let's look at some of the pictures taken this past few weeks. If you followed me at Instagram, you probably saw the pictures before and I do often update pictures there :)

Genting day trip with le DPA, Challenge accepted!

Croissant Scrambled egg with bacon at Antipodean Bangsar with the sweeties :) 

Chocolate heaven!! at Dip n dip Bangsar with the sweeties below :*

Gonna plan more vacation because a semester break is going to come! At the same time,final project is around us. We are currently preparing our performance to show to the public. I think I'm doing quite good in this subject since I like theater performance. Do something you like is always fun! Please come and support our performance on the 8th-10th March @Sunway University Roof Top Theater. Poster will up soon :)

So I guess this is the end of today's post. Oh ya, I'm new with #Nuffnang today! Have fun!

-Positive thinking will let you do better than negative thinking will

Satisfaction

" You have to be grateful "

Well, I checked my result for first Sem this morning, it was fine when I first saw it. But there's a 'B' for  Improvisation subject with the mark 68. Well, two damn marks lost. It was quite disappointing but , maybe I really didn't work very hard for it.
Again, I told myself, 'Have to be grateful'.

Something changed after I joined Famine 30 hours' performance with Ti-ratana kids and Hands. Although I didn't join the famine activity, but I got something different from the participants. Something behind the stage. Ti-ratana kids was the orphans, when I first met them, I was quite panic to talk to them while not to hurt them or something they might think offensive. But they were so nice to us, they smile and play like no worries. Something very impressive was their learning attitude is amazing. I met a lot of students, but they did responsible for the show and practice. Hard to describe but I found they were spacial.

After all, I felt embarrassed of myself. I always complained that I've no money to settle things, didn't have a father as I wish, have no good result. I always unsatisfied this and that.
But obviously, I'm better than many people else. Well at lease I got place to live and things to eat; a loving mum+bro and a bunch of friends.

Now, I'm telling you. (Please holing yourself into it)
"You have to be grateful "

I'm lost

KAREN HII!! concentrate what you suppose to do!!

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I don't know what I want. But I'd always like to compare to the pass.

:)

One of my uni friend asked me, 'Do you miss your old friend?'

'Yes, I do.'

后记

已经两个星期没有整天呆在家了，今天睡觉醒来到现在依然呆在房间的感觉好不习惯。这两个星期多数是早出晚归，才刚结束鼓宴就去尊孔公演当工作人员。

我很喜欢尊孔的学生，也很喜欢一起工作的郑悠和伟爵。从彩排到演出结束，我很享受每一刻。当然先要排除把键盘挂上去的那个时候，哈。第一次见面的时候，我不喜欢尊孔的学生，觉得他们没有礼貌，没有纪律，但是换个角度想我觉得他们很真。怎么说，他们很不做作。尤其是与他们教练的一番对话之后，我有吓到，原来他是那么地生气，然后让我想更多。不过也对，因为我把我学校和尊孔做比较，我也觉得没有面子。尊孔的学生一直让我哭笑不得，因为他们把所有东西想得太简单，结果到最后才紧张。有很感动，当我们已经很疲倦的时候，有个学生 请我们喝 茨场街出名的罗汉果。当我们觉得他们没有几个人紧张演出的时候，有个小弟弟认真地问我们其他学校办公演的时候是不是也是这样临时抱佛脚。当我们工作的时候，一直有个小孩来烦我们，还骗我们百二块。

环境是会影响正在学习的人，尊孔的人大部分说话都很直接，就像人来人往的茨场街。我也想起循人校长，跟他说话，看都不看你一眼。所以循人的学生在外的评语有时候也不见得有多好。说真的，没有读高三，我觉得我是提早看清楚很多东西。即使很多人说高三很快活，但同时也有人在说高三很无趣。如果我读高三，我就不会帮尊孔做舞监，就不会知道别人是怎样看我们的。当然，不是要把循人说到这样，但是有人开口了，难道你不承认吗?

说话真的重要，循人的人在你面前说话很重听，可能会觉得很做作，但至少他们会看场面。尊孔的学生说话真的有够直接的，如果我是他们的教练，我可能早就气死了。这几天我不知道为什么那么注重别人怎么说话，可能是有个让我超级反感的人，他一开口就没有一句好话。他不是那两所学校的人，他完全不会看场合说话。还有，我很讨厌他说话不经大脑，所以我简直就是在无视他。可能会觉得我小气，但是他不是一次两次了。这个人很骄傲，我实在不懂他凭什么去跟尊孔的学生说尊孔鼓队是个不被重视的鼓队。凭什么去唱说尊孔鼓队没有纪律。我反而觉得尊孔的强项远远超越你我两个，我都觉得惭愧，你还说他们不行。对不起，我本来就对你们学校的人没有好感，是你加强我对你的坏影响。

每一个鼓队都有要加强的地方，有它风格，有它的强项和弱点。最重要是他们如何从弱点找出优点，从优点找出缺陷。别人没有什么资格去批评太多，如果你没有去发掘他们的优点。

唱歌給我聽

我好想有人唱歌給我聽。

一首陪我的歌 。

生活有些顛倒，不管什麼時候，好像只有我一個人在徘徊。起床後，臉書上的人已經在忙碌，讀書的讀書，工作的人工作，唯獨我在自尋奇樂。連續幾天了，起床後也沒有一點做早餐的興致。所以即使是一片白麵包，也覺得滿足。終於三月了，但早上還是那麼平靜。唯下午變得精彩一些，昨天出席一項工作坊，講課的是馬來西亞國寶級人物Encik Kamrul Hussin, 來自Beringin Sakti Percussion. 他說，音樂是自由的。我無法形容他們對音樂的那種熱情，我們來自不同地方，不同種族，但是一起唱 Wau Bulan 的時候大家卻好像是相識已久，默契十足的好朋友。我很享受昨天晚上的課。

今天鼓宴2演出第一天, 表演者加油, 前台工作人員加油, 票房加油, merchandise 加油

現在梳洗一番，準備為今晚演出工作去 :)

三月

三月，快到了。
第一个星期，要参与鼓宴2
第二个星期，要负责尊孔鼓队公演，出席彩排
第三个星期，SPM成绩出炉，要办大学手续
第四个星期，开学

其他人，祝你们考试顺利
我去忙了 :)

給你

昨天去聽林懷民老師的講座，感觸很多。但是如果你問我得到什麼感觸時，我也不知道該怎麼回答。我很喜歡老師夠果斷，他也很風趣。我很佩服雲門舞集的經營方式，很強大。

講座之後，我反映到星期六與初中同學的聚會那天的話題。有三個現在還留在循人，念高三；有三個不在了，包括我。
在高三的說，有人壓力很大，每天很忙，都哭了。我的想法是，他媽的你現在才幾歲!身為一個團隊領導人是必須要負責任。但是總是要留些空間給自己，你先不要說我沒有讀高三不知道那是什麼狀況，因為當局者迷，旁觀者清。走出來過後，看回裡面的東西覺得簡直就不是十七八歲該有的煩惱。壓力始終是自己給自己的，還有，付出和結果不一定會成正比。
樂觀點吧，十八歲的人。

我會這麼說，想必是最近開心了。
船到橋頭自然直。我抱著這樣的心態，心情放鬆很多。



:)

the way diferrent.

Maybe I'm the one who separate the line between us . I don't know why am I so indignation when I saw u post what on facebook!
Well , is just a couple minutes ago then I started to type this article .
Sometimes , I prefer the random way of hanging-out . Just like with the drummates , we din't plan nicely what we want to do , what we want to eat or how we go and back . We din't plan for a week or a month ago and yet just calling each up in the morning or day before . BUT! we still having fun! We have lotssa thing , gossip to talk to play or to do .

I'm totally agree with jieen !
we are same , same age , same school .
But the way is totally diferrent! I'm not saying that going back late is good . But sometimes , because you guys are rushing for time , it makes me like hang out for no point .

 Don't holing yourself into the person i said above .



yeayyyyyy!!!!tomorrow afternoon gonna hang out with dear khor zhi xin and natalie !
And night with babe jieen , leen , ashley and moooong!!!!!!!

rock tomorrow!!!

生日快樂

18歲生日快樂!